Reactionary wrote:I don't believe that 'not seeing a single reason' to believe in the supernatural is a satisfactory excuse. This is the age when everyone can inform themselves about such topics, there are plenty of sites that cover most issues a nonbeliever might have with Christianity, as well as providing evidence for God (like this one, for instance). The thing is, many don't want to do that because they live in denial - my experience is that such are not as confident in their beliefs as you may think. Not everyone would see the existence of God as good news - especially those who live sinful lifestyles, which they wouldn't want to give up.
Another thing, why do you think I haven't tried to see things from their eyes? I have, I thought like an atheist, and honestly, I saw many inconsistencies. So many atheists talk about being 'moral', why, for whom, what's the purpose of being moral in an atheist world (providing that they can define morality, and they can't)? They talk about 'tolerance', while I don't see a reason why anyone should be tolerant in an atheist world. I think they keep borrowing terms and ideas from Christianity, then try to use them to discredit Christianity itself.
I've also noticed that many atheists are downright obsessed with death. I've seen them putting up quotes about how we should live our lives to the fullest while they last, how life is short, we're all going to die, etc... Does that tell you something? I'm certain that those people aren't happy. You can't possibly be happy if you hold to such a pessimistic worldview. But if life is short, and we're all going to die, why does it matter what we believe? If someone prefers to live through their life believing in a non-existent god - if it makes them feel better, why should anyone waste their precious life on converting them? It's not like it would make any difference in the end.
You sound like me from a few years ago. Sorry if I sound condescending. I tried to explain it the best that I could. I had a feeling that I would get responses like that. And I honestly don't blame you. It's probably how I would have responded a few years ago.
I have read nearly every article on this site. Much of it helped me, but none of it cured the problem. You've got it completely backwards right now. I was fine
before I had access to more info. As soon as I started looking for actual evidence of God's existence is when my doubt started. I would elaborate more, but I don't want to hijack the topic.
The fact that you say "I'm certian that those people aren't happy" proves to me that you
don't understand their worldview. You have not thought like an atheist. You may have tried, but it sounds like you failed. I used to wonder how someone could possibly go through life with an atheist worldview. It just made no sense to me. How could someone live knowing (or at least thinking) that they would cease to exist once they die? Everything would be utterly pointless. All in all we would be mindless biological machines. It took 4 years of very very slow understanding before I understood how someone could possibly be happy with such a worldview. (Yes I realize that everyone is different, but just generally speaking right now). This was only possible because, as of right now, I'm only a couple more viewpoint shifts away from
becoming an atheist. I doubt that I will ever actually call myself one, but I could pass for one with very little effort.
If you have never gone through very long periods of
severe doubt, then I don't really expect you to understand. Yes, I know... I probably sound angsty right now.