Furstentum Liechtenstein wrote:B. W. wrote:From one former atheist to another, FL, didn't you find difficult to admit that you did not know what the bible was about?
I understand Neha. She claims to understand the Bible, just as I claimed to understand it when I was an atheist. So many atheists come here and make the same claim...I never know whether to humor them or to call them on it.
The unspiritual self, just as it is by nature, can't receive the gifts of God's spirit. There's no capacity for them. They seem like so much silliness. (The Message, 1 Cor 2:14)
So, to answer your question, when I was saved, on that very day, my eyes were opened and I understood the Bible. I also understood that as an atheist, I knew nothing of God's word. I had read it many times but to me it was on the same level as the foolish texts of other religions. Why would an atheist read religious holy books? I just read a lot. I didn't own a TV and was a bookworm, reading through the Encyclopaedia Britannica just for fun. Back then, I also read
Foreign Affairs, Scientific American and
Conservative Digest just to name 3 among many. I recently picked up a copy of
Foreign Affairs at a newsstand and thought, ''What a load of crap!'' Then, I leafed through
Scientific American but couldn't understand anything apart from the advertisements. Both magazines seemed so pointless to me and I was sorry that I had spent so much of my time reading them in the past.
B. W. wrote:So I was wondering FL what was your experience during your own atheist sojourn...and how was it for you, to lose your atheism?
My experience was quite different from yours. I had no Near Death Experience; I never practiced a religion (like Neha) convincing myself that I was a Christian. I was a purebred atheist, the son of atheists and the father of an atheist.
How was it for me to lose my atheism? I've never thought of it because no one has ever asked me. By analogy, losing my atheism was like those foods that are both salty and sweet. I had been a womanizer, a theif and a liar. Sweet & Salty: to lose my atheism was to deprive me of my livelyhood...but I didn't mind. It was good. I felt a great calm. Peace...I felt at peace. I started liking people...not
using them for my own purposes as had been my habit, but actually enjoying their company. I saw my wife and my life in a whole new light. I was amazed that God would choose a wretch like me to be in His kingdom.
There is no going back. The Scriptures are clear: God doesn't let go of those whom He has chosen. People who claim to have once been ''Christian'' are self deluded. Neha and those like her are probably tougher nuts to crack than purebred atheists ...but with God all things are possible.
FL
Yes, the same for me, FL, after becoming saved by God’s Grace, something changed in me too. The bible, I once thought I knew more about, though never reading it in its entirety, suddenly changed. No other way to say it other than it came alive. When I was an atheist, religion was all foolishness. I read the Greek philosophers English translations at an early age due to my own quest for knowing. This led to the enlightenment philosophers and then to modern and then onto the sciences and popular notions of evolution of that era taught as fact, which by the way the majority are now discredited.
Political ideology, I learned about by living ten miles south of Washington DC during the late 60’s and 70’s. My sister’s friends would talk political shop and the latest stuff – Saul Alinsky was big back then and the radical methods used to turn Americans against themselves so to lose the Vietnam War. I recall seeing John Kerry, lying to congress and tossing his medals away. Many of these self professed radicals that spoke on campuses and organized protest are now in congress. Amazing.
All that influenced me to become an atheist. I never saw how dumb I was thinking the stupid ways I did. I could never define the human personality self. Back then, I thought I did, but it bothered me because all folks are different. It is far easier to reduce life to mere chemical reactions according to environmental stimuli so as to justify the cheapening of life. Like you, I valued little for life and used people to gain advantages. Atheism lacked any moral compass other than my own and mine dictated me as crown dictator to use others as one uses a rag to clean windows. Atheism and the moral argument does not wash very well.
I lost my atheism in dramatic fashion and discovered that God had been all around me calling to me since I was born. The bible suddenly came alive. You are right and to quote you again…
…There is no going back. The Scriptures are clear: God doesn't let go of those whom He has chosen…
As for the folks who claim atheism, I actually see so much of how I used to be by their arguments and comments posted here that I actually feel sorry for them. The pride is incredible and the open minded closededness is astounding. We once lived that way.
Here you have Christians who are only offering God’s call to atheist, which only presents a choice to them to accept or reject, freely. Then turn around and see the militant atheist types suing Christians and demanding they cease proves one thing to me – God is fair that he offers a choice and atheist, though claiming tolerance are intolerant thieves set hell-bent to rob faith in God from the heart of man, replacing it with faith in their ideas alone.
I discover that people who claim to have once been ''Christian'' and turned atheist are either as Rich Deem mentions in his articles on the subject, that on some future date they’ll return after the wound is healed, or never have been saved to begin with. With that, we don’t know. Some just like to feel important and run with the hair dryer club.
Anyways, FL, good to hear from you on this matter and God bless!
No double standard for us...
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