All prayers needed

[1over137]

i would be missing you if you were not present


we (family) still have not finished researching all possibilities
still some new options come
plus going everyday for radio also consumes some time

but i will come back eventually

[1over137]

well, my husband's diagnosis is such type that mean survival is 1 year
so we kind of need to do things quickly

please continue praying
(someone wanna volunteer to researching? - warning: it is time consuming)

[melanie]

Have pm'd you.
I am like a dog with a bone and not too shabby at researching.
Will do whatever I can, just let me know.
Can't imagine the weight you are carrying with this, if I can help or lessen it in anyway then I am more than willing.
Much love Hana

[1over137]

will pm back

p.s. i have kind of feeling Mel will be silent on this board for some time as well. sorry boys and girls

[Mallz]

(someone wanna volunteer to researching? - warning: it is time consuming)

Hey sis, sorry to hear the news. What do you need researching? Specifics? I've got vast medical resources (ppl/places) at my disposal.

[1over137]

pmed you

[1over137]

Today we celebrate his 35 birthday.
I made a healthy cake for him. (and according to the smell and ingredients should be tasty as well )

edit: attachment

[Nessa]

Today we celebrate his 35 birthday.
I made a healthy cake for him. (and according to the smell and ingredients should be tasty as well )

edit: attachment

Hope you guys had lots of fun celebrating!
What kinda cake?

[EssentialSacrifice]

Hey wonover,

that is a beautiful 35th cake. It looks like crumble cake my wife makes for us... I love it ! Tomas prayers are plentiful and my hopes and very best go out to you both.

[Storyteller]

I`m rubbish at researching so I wouldn`t be much help with that. All I can do is offer you my love Hana. My pm is always open if you want to chat.

Stay strong honey, we are all rooting for you and Tomas. We are here for you, always.

Words on a screen can`t convey how much we treasure you.

[1over137]

thank you friends,

are you available on skype? can you pm me your username?

[1over137]

let me be selfish and ask for a prayer for me as well
this situation is a sea of trials
am not perfect so am not handling issues perfectly
am not infinitely strong so am not infinitely resistant to evil

thank you my friends

[Storyteller]

You`re not being selfish Hana, at all.

You are handling this brilliantly my love, stay strong!

Of course you are in my prayers.

(Have pm`d you my skype but I don`t use it much)

[1over137]

Good for me to read this http://www.openbible.info/topics/patience

You know, it is easy to accuse, get angry, say harsh words, show others how you were mistreated, after you were being falsely accused, after you have heard false reproaches, after you have read someone's rush on you.
I do not want to react the same way. I do not want to support the evil.
Sometimes it is really hard. Sometimes I want to scream: "hey, listen to me as well". "try to understand me as well".
I do not like being pushed (well, who likes it?) I do not like when people (even within close family) do not listen to each other. I do not like when instead of giving space to express someone's views and feelings, people just cut each other in the middle of sentece and then falsely think they know what the other person thinks. (not talking about me only, but generally situation between some family members)

nothing is perfect
i am not perfect
nor my deeds are perfect

[Storyteller]

If you want to scream, go ahead and scream.

I do

Hana, you are an inspiration to me. Your gentleness, your humility, grace and love are a joy to see.