
Thank you Byblos, its very much appreciated.
I think that I have learnt that I cannotcontrol, or predict the future but I can control today.
I am letting God take care of it all while doing my best to follow Him.
I am in control of my drinking, have a little job, I forgot the anti depressants

(seems daft to start taking them now) and I really do feel strengthened by Christ, and all of you.
I never dreamed quite how startling and wonderful it would be to really accept, feel and recognise Christ. Nor quite how awesome it is to learn that other people see Him working in me, already.