All from not paying attention.
The money was wasted and did not go to a good cause! The driver was a dirty old man. I told him I was going to Dellano Bar because it was quiet and low key and not many people ( I don't like socializing at bars I sit alone in a corner) and high prices to keep out the riff raff. He said maybe you will meet a nice rich girl there. I said maybe I hope so, a nice girl would be nice I don't care about money.
We started takling and he goes on a tangent about how he goes to Columbia, Thailand and the Philippines to have sex with hookers. I could not believe what I was hearing. He went on and on said he is so old he does not care anymore he will put it anywhere, is done with American women, and doesn't care if he cheats on his wife beccause she deserves it etc. going on about how he bangs hookers and other horrible things in 3rd world countries and how great it is they are so poor and desperate for an old man like him.
I was totally shocked taken aback not paying attetnion.
I had $9,400 and four $1's in my wallet. I grabbed from the wrong side. I intended to tip this guy 4 dollars because I felt sorry for him and I almost always tip these drivers because I feel sorry for them for having such crummy jobs and feel guilty if I don't that I should because if I was in that crummy job I would need the money. I should not have given this guy anything! I don't know why I decided to.
I just got back and found out it was $400 by mistake not 4 $1's . I am sick to my stomach and very upset at myself because this guy was a bad person. I should not have tipped him anything. This is my punishment for not doing the right thing and tipping him I'm sure.
This guy game me 1 star (so I will not show up on his list again) on Uber and stole my money. He did not steal it. But he did steal it. He knows it was not a $400 tip. I said I just have Franklins here is 4 $1's.
Uber does not even have a phone number. I'm trying to find out if Uber has mandatory cameras in the car.
It does not matter I am very upset and this is all my fault. I have also been making mistakes in other areas. Always non intetional oversights that I catch later.
I am being very stupid. I am loney upset I am not married and trying to fill a void in my life. This needs to stop. I've cut back on my drinking but I need to get my focus back and become the old me again. I cannot believe I did this. I gave the money to a bad person. This is all my fault. This is horrible. I am an IDIOT I am a FOOL.
Until you do or say something else that is also stupid. It happens.
