Bravo, Felgar! Vash, read that post a few times over . . . outstanding stuff
As far as believing in God goes before you can be saved, I don't believe you have to be 100% convinced about God before you can trust Christ. Some of it is a logical precursor, of course, but to what extent? Must you believe that God simply exists, or must you then extend it to the belief that it is a particular God, and if so, what about such features as omniscience, omnipotenece, etc? Does that mean if you misdefine some of God's traits then you have not really "believed in God"? Or what if you simply can't, in your humanity, understand and accept some Scriptural truths about God? Does that mean you aren't saved? Again, as a logical precursor, you have to have some concept of God, but I'd be careful in stating how much you have to know or understand.
Faith - the ability to trust - grows as you mature in your walk. Right now, you have the capacity to accept or reject the gospel. Jesus Christ has offered you salvation on the simple terms that you accept it from Him. He can make such an offer because of His divinity, because He died on the cross and rose from the dead, etc. The whole thing is very logical and makes wonderful sense, and anyone on these boards is more than capable of walking you through the details. But, what it all comes down to is the simple question: do you now, or have you ever, believed in Jesus Christ for eternal life? Check out John 3:16, John 5:24, John 6:47, John 20:31, and Acts 16:31. Do you believe?
Let me take this a step further as well. What we are saying here
is the Gospel. Salvation is by grace alone through faith alone in Christ alone. If you don't believe that, then you don't believe the Gospel. That's why I keep asking you if you believe it . . . do you believe what Jesus said, that if you believe in Him, you will be saved? I understand that you have a ton of questions and doubts and so much doesn't make sense. What I am saying to you, right now, is to put those doubts on hold and decide whether or not you believe the words of Jesus. He said He will save you if you believe in Him. Do you believe in Him to save you?
Yet again, if you get all that taken care of, we can start on the other issues one by one. They take a lifetime to get through. That is why we have discipleship.
God bless
P.S. -- ttoews, I had forgotten about those passages. My bad. I'll spend today, working on them . . . maybe a bit into tomorrow, as we may be taking a trip up to Frip Island this afternoon after a wedding I'm attending. Either way, I've got this weekend off, and some of those passages are really fun to exegete, so I'll get that to you by tomorrow night.
As for the substance of your post, let's not derail this thread. We can open a new one or take it up via email if that is your preference:
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