frankbaginski wrote:Almost nobody knows about the personal life of Newton. It really does not matter. Your response speaks volumes. I would recommend you slow down and absorb what you have already been exposed to. Try talking to God, it may feel real weird at first, I know I had a very hard time. It gets easier every time you do it. Now I can't imagine a day going by without prayer.
You may be looking to this site to bring you closer to God or at least give you answers. It may indeed do that. I would recommend you read the Bible cover to cover. I did and I was amazed but I did not become a Christian. It was the search inside that lead me to Christ.
Why do we sacrafice animals to God?
Only through the sheding of blood is forgiveness given. The first time this happened is right after the Fall ( after Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit) God gave them skins of animals to wear. This is an alusion to Christ coming to earth and sheding His blood for our sins. The sacrafice will continue in the new earth. I think this will be in rememberance of Christ dying on the cross.
Your getting way ahead of yourself. Just make a list of all of the things you think are odd and then research them in scripture. Trust that the answers you get are meaningful. God made the universe. He did not make a different one for each of us. Be careful not to place yourself in a position to judge God. It does not work that way. Be real careful of new age type of thinking. The world will try and pull you away. You may lose all. Don't be concerned. Stay focused on the goal.
i dont know what you mean by almost all of this--
as for newton: what i said about his life and spirituality is based on his personal encrypted journals. his words.
nova made a good documentary on it, i have the torrent location if you would like to download it.
as for my wisdom or knowledge of this stuff: im going to say you're being a condesending jerk here, dude. dont presume what i have or have not read. dont test me with esoteric newton nonsense then go 'ha, Q.E.D. you must not pray or read the bible.'
you didnt ask my biblical understanding or background. i'm the son of a pastor and have been in church for all my life. i'm 27 now and have finished one of two degrees and four minors this past week. all of the questions i ask serve the purpose for me to gather insight as to what OTHERS think about all this stuff. yes, i do have a conflict, but that conflict came after a lifetime of feeling i had a total understanding of christianity and accepting the bible (that i read) as absolute truth and feeling secure in my salvation. that security was shaken up when i met first some muslims from germany in college and then a mormon guy. those two experiences cause my whole world to open up.
it started with me talking to the germans about God and convincing them to go to church with me. they were so open to the idea and only requested i go to mosque with them. this seems simple but it astounded me. OF course i will NOT go. why on earth would i? christ is the only way, why would i even entertain the notion of anything else? why even learn about it? they said ok, why should we listen to you? go to your church? read your bible? we came from germany, from a part where almost everyone is islamic. before that they lived in turkey were there werent hardly any christians at all. they have had little to no exposure to christianity due to their geographic location, and NOTHING MORE. however they were TRULY on fire for God. they were righteous men, full of love and willingness and only lived to do God's will.
how on earth could they be wrong but i 'm right?
that question started a spiritual regrowth in me that has been tedious, meticulous, and VERY hard on me. as a staunch christian, it was very difficult to concede the notion perhaps God loves muslims, too. perhaps they have a fair shot at heaven like me, even tho they lived in the mountains of turkey, away from western media and christian teachings. and i have to be honest that this idea conflicts the christian bible.
to say ANYONE could EVER, in the history of the world past christ could EVER go to heaven without doing the new-testament stuff is to say the bible isnt 100% infallible.
mybe i'm overthinking something many christians never even consider. i've asked hundreds of pastors, deaconds, and every one from all sects of christianity and they all say "well God can save ANYONE." well, EVERYONE is an ANYONE, so that means ANYONE can go to heaven without accepting Christ. so how can you say this is absolute truth, the only path, etc etc? it's black, it's white.
my conclusion thus far is that God is bigger that christianity. that He IS love, and that we do not know who is saved and who is not.
i cant see how you can say i'm pretending to know God's mind--i'm one of only two of us here thus far who
refuses to pretend we DO know who God will absolve.
i know the bible, and if you think i've been able to speak of scriptures and my understanding of hebrew text, the torah, qua'ran and koran, history of biblical translation or anything else colors me as ignorant or unsaved is wrong.
furthermore, to keep this civil, i'll thank you, frank, to
NEVER EVER AGAIN pretend to know how often God and i commune. i've not questioned anyone's faith or heart here, so dont question mine.
i'm asking questions seeking a commonality in understanding of the value of the bible. nothing more. do not question my heart.
perhaps none of you can understand trying to reconcile the fate of the world beyond your own mortal soul. i know in my heart that i've done all i can do to be one with God. if what i have done is not enough, i will spend my torment in hell with
COMPLETE SATISFACTION THAT I DID MY BEST with NO regrets. i will not suffer, for i did all my mere human brain and heart could to praise and glorify God. i seek God as fervently as a human being can. what more can i do?
these questions serve to reconcile my relationship to christianity for the sake of fellowship. and to help me establish what creedance i put in sacred texts--including the torah and the new testament.