It is not because I have seen or experienced God inexplicably. Or that I found God under a rock, prayed a prayer and fire came down from the heaven, or poked my finger into Christ's hand. Rather, Theism is more coherent at explaining what I intuit and know to be true whether it be:
- moral right and wrong
- freedom and responsibility
- truth and meaning
- origins
- real purpose
- my own existence...
- what is morally right is each to their own (e.g., Dr. Mengele is just as "good" or "bad" as Mother Teresa)
- freedom boils down to a chain of events based on physics and chemical reactions taking place throwing responsibility out the window
- truth and meaning, again each to their own
- Origins: We just happened either from nothing, or an infinite regress of spawning universes (actual infinite) is possible despite the unfathomable and even unsoundness of such a concept. Ultimately I must believe our universe and life "just happened". Origin of physical laws which govern the interaction of spawning universes still remain inexplicable. So ultimately I must just ignore and call the popping into existence of physical laws a puzzle "science" (more likely pseudo) might one day explain.
- There is no real purpose to life beyond the present. Ergo, when the present excludes my existence, I am no better off if I had saved millions of people in the world than if I had taken advantage of them. Furthermore, when the present excludes our world's existence which will eventually get torn apart, everything that had previously happened no longer matters. My intuitions, the way I behave in the world, and my caring to live on in the world show me to be a liar if I said there was no real purpose to it all.
- "I" really do exist, in that I make choices I am responsible for, think and feel. I am not merely a bunch of atoms and chemical reactions taking place which would exclude any real individual sense of a "self".
I cannot deny God's existence. It is not an option on the table for me to not believe.