Im currently undergoing a-levels in collage (im 19) and im really low on faith right now..
Im a born again christian (from catholic to orthadox) during the time in between i was going through a criminal stage in life ( i done many bad things and hurt many people ) but one day i met this this amazing girl who directed me back to jesus.Life from there seemed to be going great..until one day i was on the internet and come across atheist forums and videos..
i watched 2 videos about an christian sccholar who didn't believe the bible and had become atheist and a former catholic priest who wrote a book on ''why god is fake''..then i started to get sucked in and the next thing you know i was reading pages and pages and watching movies upon movies proving jesus wasnt real and the bible was made up under a roman ruler..that jesus wasn't born in december but in april.(some said he wasn't even real..just a made up figure to unite people against the roman empire who had a firm grip on isreal at the time)..Also thee are alot of thing in common with roman paganism in christanity..
Another thing stephen hawkin 100% disaproved a GOD..This is one of the most accomplished human being.Then i started thinking earth is a tiny planet in the middle of everthing.. why would GOD do this? why would he make so many other planets and astroids and supernovas etc..? The bible doesn't mention other planets and other galaxies..Why is this?
Im sorry this is so long i just had to get it out and this website is full of educated christians..thank you for taking time to read this and i hope you guys can help me
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