Re: Why can't I believe in this?
Posted: Wed May 24, 2006 7:38 am
Sounds a little like me.B. W. wrote: Welcome aboard,
I used to be an Atheist many years ago. The reason why I was of that persuasion was due to several reasons. One was my perspective of religious hypocrisy. I viewed Christians as dimwitted unenlightened tyrants who believed in a cruel, unjust, and mean god who delighted in making whatever was fun, joyful, and happy into calamity and woe to teach archaic lessons of humble bleated self-effacing misery.
I fought Christians in arguments by use of ideas and logic. I was very good at bashing Christians and any religion and winning each debate. I could walk circles around people of faith. No one could convince me that God existed. I adhered to the notion of natural law – or nature’s god which was the rule of physics, order, random probabilities set in motion by an accidental cosmic explosion of gases.
If life CAN come to be by chance, then it is almost certain to happen in a universe as huge as this we live in. Life does not contain any matter or parts that cannot be explained by science. If all the required parts exist, what is the chance of life not to form. If there were only one planet it would be big. When there are billions of billions and they exist for billions of years, its near zero. And the gas? Don't try to explain something you dont understand with God. Man has done that for thousands of years, just to find a scientific answer later. Thunder is just one example.Then one day, while arguing with my Christian aunt and uncle I was stumped by one question they asked about seeds. They asked me, “where did the first seed came from for the first plant?”
Of course I gave them the chicken and egg argument as well as the basic evolutionary processes answers. My relatives kept answering each of my triads – with a polite question, “Yes but, that still does not tell me where the first seed came from… Its DNA, its structure, its growth…where did the gas come from that exploded and made it all.. where? where?”
You might want to reconsider. Believing in God creates even more questions you can't answer. Howerver, now you don't need to understand it anymore. Unexplainable things are just the will of God, right?I could never answer that question and where it led too. Each time I tried, I discovered folly within every answer I gave. At the time, I was too proud to admit error but that question dogged me for years.
Go ahead and debate me.Several years later I became a Christian and now debate Atheist, but I’ll spare you that
I judge true Christinity on the Bible. And yes, we do have a beginning, a purpose for being here, and an end. Birth, multiply, death.For now, please do not judge true Christianity on the merits of the behavior of some who have zeal but no knowledge, or intelligence. Likewise, do not reject it on grounds of logic and science. We do have a beginning, a purpose for being here, and an end.
Why would God be here?If not, why are we here?
None. What purpose for God could there be?What purpose for life, (... could there be)
Morality is not the same for everyone. It is influenced by culture, religion and personal opinions and beliefs. Good is what promotes life, and makes it easier and more pleasant. Evil is the opposite of that. It is human ideas, nothing more.(What purpose for...) morality, good, and evil could there be?
I am sorry, but I lack that knowing or sense. There might very well be something out there that is bigger than humanity. It would be strange if there were not life on other planets. I don't need a design, a plan or a purpose. Neither do ANY other animal on this planet. Why do you? You feel useless and worthless without that?Inside us all is a knowing, or sense, that there is something out there that is bigger than humanity, who made it all with a design, a plan, and a purpose.
YepProblem is can we accept it? Can you?
Any sane person doubts God. He also doubts any other theory presented to him. Like evolution. However, your intelligence and logic makes you decide what to believe in. I cannot believe in the omnipotent God described in the Bible. There could be one out there, but it's certainly not him.You are maybe struggling with just this acceptance now. Seeing others actions and misguided zeal has turned you off. Learning form school and lessons from life have may have confused you and created doubts about
God.
Curiosity is a good bet.But, something is drawing you – seeking, yet you may not know what it is.
You state this as if it is a fact. It's not. You believe in it. Thats it.Let me close with this: You do have a purpose here far greater than procreation and survival of the species. Christianity is the journey and discovery of that purpose that became lost to us from the passage of eons of time. Do you want that purpose restored? Revealed? Only one God can grant you that. Only one savior can save us from ourselves and give meaning back to our lives. Only one Spirit can restore life back into you soul.
I think I'll pass.All I ask – is for you to pray this simple prayer…
“Dear God, Lord Most High! I am dumb as a post and know nothing. I am tired of living my life and making things all ugly around me. I ask you to forgive me and make me whole. Teach me, instruct me, guide me and never let me go. Dear Lord Jesus Christ, I am not even sure you are here so please I need your Spirit of life blown inside me; please do this for me. I do not understand what this all means. I do not understand why those nails tore your wrist causing your bones to pull apart for me. What reason was this for? I do not understand, but please teach me. Dear Jesus, teach me the way I should go. Help me to know more about you. Make me born again from above by the breath of Your Spirit and understand thee completely. Amen.”
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