Yes exactly what i started... some years ago, got to Lev or Num somewhere then stopped. Also liked the Catechism book when i was 9!
got that as a present from my godparents after my first communion and i read that book like a crazy freak read like 3 quarters of it but i was 9 years old!!!
seemed weird for my parents but anyway.
Then read the children's Bible like 2 times when i was about similar age. So know some of the "nicer" stories like David and Goliath etc and remember some but that's not the word to word Bible. Now i set myself to read it all. So far I am on 2Samuel. As i read yes i have questions...
Nice to see you here Lufia and that u posted the Judges 19 thing. I also can't understand - it did seem cowardice to me. Was this man punished? Moreover, what shocked me was next... why the Benjamites had to be punished and were almost entirely wiped out
just because those evil men who came to rape the woman were from there? Why not punish them but the entire nation? Were not Benjamites their brother so why they had to kill them? Just because of a few...
that's what i can't understand. Also why they had to kill a whole part of nation who didnt show up on Assembly and then slain all except for virgin women. If that isn't cruel, brutal then I don't know what isn't. I guess i can go on the street and kill those who i feel like...
including those who are my enemies, who hold a grudge against me and those who have killed someone i liked...
Next, huge questions with David and Saul. Why was Saul made king and when he did not show anger but showed mercy to Amalekite I think (sorry reading Bible in non-English language) or what nation he has disobeyed God and had to be punished? Murder is much worse, so was hatred. So why was God so strict on him showing sort of mercy to the king and the sheep or what they had? Then also why were there fights between David and Saul? And the biggest question of all...
IS NOT REVENGE A SIN??? When Saul was going after David, david spared him 2 times. Wasn't jealousy/envy and hatred a sin? Now David chose to spare his enemy. But then david took revenge on Saul's son Jonatan or also Isboselat or what it's called in English...
It even says "avenges" the death. So why then David told the others to kill those who killed them?
On 1 occasion (1Sam28) there's something they get Samuel's spirit but what's that?? isn't that necromancy or what and isn't a sin? NOw if that even exists nowadays
who knows what magic is all about
Was discussed somewhere else in "War" I think if you can kill if your life in danger, or have to. Looks like David was in great danger by Saul; yet spared him. Now would it be a sin if he killed him? He did now however, but then killed that who said who killed him. Is that mercy or fear or what? It was vengeance; and Jesus taught us not to do that but to "love our enemies". Saul was David's enemy, but why then David curses his enemies? I read through some Psalms and it seems that we should curse those who curse us and bless those who bless us. Jesus teaches us to hate our enemies... so??
Also was an example when someone came and took David's wives and possessions away but did not kill them. Now that's not nice but murder is worse. If no-one was killed why David went and avenged the death of those? Did he actually kill those who took them? So they spared their lives but David had to go and kill them? God mostly ordained death of everyone so this was merciful for them just to take them away and not kill a single one of them...
Also, looks like the accounts given on killing Saul differ from 1Sam31 and 2Sam1. In 1Sam31 it says he told his armorer or someone to kill him, but that he died due to his own sword. In 2Sam1 someone comes to tell David about his death and this man unwillingly i guess says he killed him when he says he killed that who was chosen by God. Read it several times but looks like these 2 are not saying the same thing - so did he die due to his own sword or was he murdered? And was David justified in avenging his death? Revenge is a sin, and those who killed Saul's descendants thought they would please David - so why David acted so proudly and harshly if he was showing mercy to Saul all his life?
Lots of questions that could be discussed somewhere else but if anyone has any answers please share them the more I read the Bible the more questions i have.