HI guys, I know it's been a month since I created this thread. But I would like to thank you all for the answers, and i apologize for taking all this time to return here and give a reply. But still, you helped me a lot. As English is not my natural language it's a bit difficult to express myself sometimes, and I know it must have some grammatical errors, so just ignore it...
after reading my original post again I would like to add a few things:
When i wrote about my problem with atheists that try to "destroy people's faith", i was not talking about atheists who respect other people's opinion and/or just want to discuss, i was talking about these new atheists/militant atheists that instead of arguing, they just want to offend, mock and insult , Unfortunately it is very common to see this hatred exposed on other forums and facebook, and even on websites that are directed to Christians. I realized that even famous Militant Atheists like Dawkins argue using sarcasm and hate sometimes.
There's two brazilian web sites that i stopped acessing because they often try to attack Christianity. Just an example of the magazines they have:
"How Darwin killed God"
"Jesus, the myth"
"Destroying the Bible"
The magazine don't have much credibility, but still It's annoying seeing such things on the media, they often try to prove that Christianity is wrong, Darwinism is the only truth and humans are just "hairless Monkeys", but luckily i found a blog from an former darwinist who analyzed many lies they talk in their articles
But, again, you guys helped me a lot, not only by this thread, i also found old posts and discussions from some users here that where helpful. I never knew that it's possible to defend faith with reason and logic, things like apologetics are new to me.
I don't say I'm 100% recovered, but I'm better than before, no problems for sleep or eat anymore, But i am still dealing with some anguish sometimes, mostly when thinking about philosophy and when some doubts come to my mind
i have found answers for most of my doubts, although i still have some.
What you think are the best defense to Christianity and the Bible? The Prophecies? Archeology?
I was reading an testimony from a former atheist, he mentioned bible verses talking about the weight of air and earth suspended in nothing, and it made me thinking, how could the prophets know these things so many years ago? I never see christians talking about those verses, but don't you think those are good arguments?
B. W. wrote:Hi leo7alves,
Question:
When your dad passed away when you were ten years old, what went through your mind?
We never expect the death of our loved ones, especially when we are so young, it was difficult to believe that he passed away, was a hard time but managed to overcome with the help of family and friends.
Did your mother remarry?
No
Did you ever feel like a slow moving cloud-grey gloominess seem to overtake and slowly swirl around you, if so, when?
Again, if so, did you emotionally feel like this inside: Help! arrrg ahhh!
If not, then what is it you really felt inside around the time when it began (you crisis)?
A deep feeling of Anguish, Anxiety and Derealization.
I looked the skies thinking: "What's the meaning of Life?", "Are we just monkeys that evolved?", "What's the point of Objective Morals if nothing has a purpose?", "Is death the end?", pretty scary questions when this crisis started, i felt i was out of reality, i tried to see everything about the perspective that Life, Earth and Universe began by a miraculous accident, now, after 2 months since this crisis started, those questions don't bother me anymore. But still i don't understand why "Nothing creating everything" is considered by many people as the "smarter" way to think on the origin of universe.
I tried searching on google to find people who have gone through the same situation, I only found some, one that caught my attention was this thread in another forum: "I think you will be permanently depressed after an existential crisis", this guy couldn't believe in the meaning of life, God and objective morals anymore. But i also found some people that have overcome this situation, so i knew there is some hope.
But, despite having grown up in a Christian family, I became agnostic because I lost the desire to go to church and learn about the bible, my mother always remained Christian, always called me to go to church, but never forced me to. So I ended up being accommodated, i still believed that there could be something greater than us, but i never liked to think about it. Then this existential crisis came, and i had to start thinking.
When I discovered that great scientists like Newton and Galileo believed in God, and it also motivated them in their scientific discoveries. I was more curious to know about the Bible and God's existence. But as I still was not sure where to start looking, I fell in many sites trying to destroy the Bible's veracity, and it created even more doubts, that's why in the initial post asked about the Epic of Gilgamesh. Then I ended finding this forum, and decided to create this thread here.
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