Metacrock wrote:
well I did seek tounges, and in fact sought the baptism but didn't think I would get it. It was ony when I quite seeking and just decided to take on faith that God would grant my request and it was "on the way" that I began to have those experinces and to exhibit the gifts. I spoke in tounges that first night that i experinced "baptism of the Holy Spirit"
I thought I would share this story.
I was once a Presbyterian.
On one occation at a retreat many people were confessing Jesus as their Lord and Saviour for the first time, Including myself. All of a sudden the room seemed to grow real warm, and the lights dimmed considerably. Spontaneously everyone began speaking in tongues. It was a surreal experience. It's not like what I had imagined, I could not "understand" anyone. Yet I understood everyone. It's like a strong emotion pouring out of you, like tears or screams, but positive in a way, like tears of joy, bittersweet. I was awash in emotions. All the weight was lifted off of me as I no longer had to bear the burden alone. I felt as if I had surrendered myself, I had let go of the last bit of pride inside me. I was a servant to the Lord.
It was a shock to the youth leaders. We recently debated whether speaking in tongues was a sin. It was a miracle and some of the leaders insisted that this was adding to the book. This was explicitely forbidden in revelations. Now, for those who are not familiar with presbyterians, we communicate with God constantly. Prayers were like meals, we would pray throughout the day and we would spend the entire day at church on Sundays, and several nights at bible study throughout the week. We all prayed out loud as a group praying for the ones next to us as well as family and friends. We would pray for each other. At home we would pray some more after a short reading and contemplation.
One girl from the retreat insisted on speaking tongues and praying very loudly every time. She eventually left and went to a Pentecostal church. The rest of us did not know what to think of that night...
She left under church pressure.
Those who know me may wonder why I have chosen the path I have chosen. You may wonder what effect this sort of experience has had on me. I don't think I should share it here. If you want to know more you can message me, I won't reply if I don't know you.
Gman you are welcome to send me a message if you are reading this.
I have no ill feelings towards anyone on this site.
But I though I would share this much with the general readership.