B. W. wrote:Kenny wrote:I'm curious; when you were an atheist; was atheism as much a part of your life as Christianity is now?
Ken
Like Squbble mentioned - I bounced into agnosticism briefly and then into full fledged militant atheism that was prevalent in the late 1960's through till 1980. The only difference in the modern day atheism of the 2010 to current date era is one of terms and definitions. The philosophy is the same as is the search for evidence and twisting of evidence too. The attitude is the same as well as you have the mild atheist who live and let live and defend religious liberties, the moderate atheist who just go with the flow and cause no ruckus towards people of faith, and then you have the militant types who like to pick fights and debate people of faith, I used to be the militant type.
Like other atheist of either class type, I used to class all religions as being the same, yet, for some reason, Christianity was the one I used to hate the most, for absolutely no good reason other than it simplly posed a question to me: Trust Jesus and he will change your life for the better freely. So I thought irrationally -
How dare they call me a sinner and tell me what I can do and not do! The other religions did not challenge me as these were all works based systems and each never claimed I was an amoral reprobate but made it a point that I could still do some good - like save the whales, save the fuzzy caterpillars, save the chimps, mother earth - but save humans - no - they need population control, unless they demanded I be controlled!
Christianity provoked me. Looking back, it was as if my conscience was being prodded to wake up but I kept refusing and a smoldering disdain emerged. I launched into militant atheism as a means to justify my NOT hearing God knocking on my proverbial door simply offering me a simple choice to accept or reject Him. No other system offers that choice. The others are works based as it is all about you doing this to earn favor or goodies or offered blind submission or else as Islam does. The religion of humanism and atheism offers no solace either as one must accept it or face ridicule or ostracization on societal scale. Yes, both are belief systems and hence are religions of self and human (achievement) oriented worship. The modern atheist may not like to hear that, and at one time, I did not either but
atheism and its kissing cousin
humanism are religions of self actualization without hope, reward, or purpose (truly all is vanity without God).
When Christ Jesus awoke me. I found reason and purpose and joy that no human mind can figure out and it aided me through overcoming trials, toils, and snares in life. I used to think humanism offered the same or the other world's religious systems and attempted to back up my thought with warped evidence. Yes, other systems only can go so far. The difference, they cannot erase emptiness nor help one walk in the light of life.
So again, Kenny:
What do you truly believe in?
Will it last?
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