Evidence for God from Science

I think God prepared you Hana at just the right time for such a time as this you're going through. Your husband must surely feel God's love overflowing through you. He must at times wonder why you love him, just like we do God. You give him a taste of the love, grace and loyalty God demonstrates to us. Being a living example definitely makes much more impact than what words can say. You're an encouragement to us all as Christians.

Scott,
yes, seems like that.
Not a long time ago I was not Christian. Not strong, no God.
I thought after what I got through I will have some more time of happy times. Yet, I am facing another very hard times.
But such is life of a Christian maybe.
You go through very hard period, then resting period, then another hard period.
I just gope I will again have some years of happy period. Especially, finally being a member of a church. If everything goes well I may finalky be baptized within several months.
Lord willing.

Hana - no sprinkles for you! Make a HUGE splash!

Philip, unlike in the past, now I hope to have baptism in the pool. (fresh water in river would be the best)
Maybe after being baptized, I will go out of the pool and make a big happy jump back into the pool.

March 14
MRI

sharing also here what i wrote on thursday to my very close friends

Dear friends,

today evening am starting to feel coming mri
i kind of started to reflect on various things
let me reflect on this:

it is great to be a christian

it is great to stand on a rock
winds can blow with whatever strength and you still stand there
in the whirl of things
it is great to receive new strength each time you are overwhelmed
it is great to have christian friends praying for you fervently each day
it is great to meet on sunday and sing glory to God
it is great to live in the light and hope and love
it is great to be given wisdom and to see things however difficult it can be some times
it is great to have Someone who understands
it is just great to be a god's child

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if i was not tired i would put this into a poem

Dear Hana, what did the MRI show?

for official report we have to wait
but we see ourselves that there is big progression

Meaning the tumor has grown?

Hopefully Hana means a positive progression.

it is bad

Oh, Hana, three words we all hoped not to hear. But we will continue to pray. We love you both - but not as much as the Lord does - of that I am confident.

1over137 wrote:it is bad

Hey Lover,

I have to say this. You've been on my mind ever since I've known and you've been an ever present thought when I talk with Him and ask Him for His grace. You are so very beautiful. And you are my sister. And I have to tell you. Through my entire chaotic life, through succeeding and failing in saving others throuh my nursing experience (I truly don't remember how many codes I've been apart of..) and as a person desiring the salvation of everyone around me.. This has become a working theory for me through falisfiable studies with me and my patients (and I have the best random studies naturally avaliable to me): Communal faith is the 'key'. Which truly affirms belief. And the belief of Romans 10:9 If you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." and that truly, 1 Corinthians 7:16 "How do you know, wife, whether you will save your husband? Or, how do you know, husband, whether you will save your wife?" Which is expressed by your love fulfilling Romans 8:36 "Just as it is written, "FOR YOUR SAKE WE ARE BEING PUT TO DEATH ALL DAY LONG; WE WERE CONSIDERED AS SHEEP TO BE SLAUGHTERED." Yet through all the soul piercing struggles, we can know Matthew 19:26 "..., but with God all things are possible." And then we can truly know what it would mean when there is a fulfillment of 1 Corinthians 2:9 "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him". Your poetry is a lovely expression of your soul. Don't be faint of heart. 2 Corinthians 4:16 "Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day." Rest in the certainty of Him being Him and in belief.

(hug) to all
thank you