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Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2017 6:54 am
by melanie
You are so brave Hana
A baptism is symbolic of cleansing and renewal in our Saviour but he takes us as we are....wounded and brave. Some days the brave in us see's us through the day and other days we get through wounded and broken.
The bravery in fragility is underrated.
If you need to swear then swear, if you feel angry then feel it. If its a strength and a fight against evil then embrace it. Never feel ashamed or wrong for feeling..... Anything you feel.
For everyday it will change.
Some days will be fighting days and other days will be wounded days.
Everyday you are loved and cherished by a God, a Saviour who expects and wants nothing more than for you to be okay and to feel your way through each day.
Every emotion is God given, and ours to work through in our time with His love to heal us and His light to guide us.
God bless you Hana
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2017 4:06 am
by 1over137
After the lunch, I wanted to rest little bit, but when getting to bed, again horror scenes from the car when my husband died appeared in front of my eyes.
I still suffer from the pictures in front of my eyes and sometimes cannot rest.
Is there a way how to erase part of the memory?
Ah.
My Tomas, my love...
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2017 5:29 am
by neo-x
Dearest Hana, I have gone through the loss of my unborn child and it doesn't compare to what you are going through as yours is a greater loss... but to me the best way is not to forget but accept and let the healing begin. It's easier said than done but then so is everything in life.
I hope, the love of God brings you closure and peace.
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2017 6:28 am
by Byblos
How did I miss this? My time here has been on off but how could I have missed it?
I am so sorry, Hana, for your loss and for me not knowing about it and not being there for you. You are in my prayers always.
Wow, I am just at a loss for words.
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2017 8:12 am
by 1over137
Thank you my friends.
I went to the garden and was doing some work there... in the nature... helped...
I will need to do this often...
But have something that helps.
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2017 6:42 am
by melanie
Hana,
All my love
Your beautiful Tomas is okay, he is with Our creator.
You asked about the love of God...
It is all encompassing and full of compassion and empathy.
Have no fear..
He will carry you through every hurdle. As he carried your Tomas.
He is safe, and with Our Lord.
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2017 9:35 am
by Kurieuo
Well, I sincerely hope Tomas came to Christ, is able to call upon His name as per my sig...
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2017 1:44 pm
by 1over137
Kurieuo wrote:Well, I sincerely hope Tomas came to Christ, is able to call upon His name as per my sig...
It is my faith that he did. Based on ... well, later maybe. Good night for today.
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2017 8:38 am
by Philip
Hana, I'm sure there was great purpose in your long challenge and most-difficult experience. Perhaps most of which we'll only know in the next life?
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2017 9:44 am
by 1over137
Yes, Philip.
And I think I may know some of the purpose.
But I may be also wrong.
Anyway, not blaming God or what.
Am thankful now, that my husband was part of my life.
Well, world lost genius who was giant like Newton and this is not exaggeration. He could do so much more for the world.
Was an honor to have such genius along my side for almost 15 years.
I will honor him always.
My Tomi, my love. (Hey wait for me there in Heaven - having some more job here on earth....)
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2017 10:00 am
by B. W.
1over137 wrote:Yes, Philip.
And I think I may know some of the purpose.
But I may be also wrong.
Anyway, not blaming God or what.
Am thankful now, that my husband was part of my life.
Well, world lost genius who was giant like Newton and this is not exaggeration. He could do so much more for the world.
Was an honor to have such genius along my side for almost 15 years.
I will honor him always.
My Tomi, my love. (Hey wait for me there in Heaven - having some more job here on earth....)
Hana we all love you here!
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Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Tue Jul 04, 2017 11:24 am
by 1over137
Thank you Brian
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2017 11:15 pm
by 1over137
It is month today
Am crying
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2017 11:31 pm
by neo-x
1over137 wrote:It is month today
Am crying
it will be alright dear Hana.
Re: All prayers needed
Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2017 2:19 am
by 1over137
Yes, I know.
Am just human being who has emotions and feelings (oh, rhyme - not planned)