Philip: There was NOTHING in existence
Audie: I do not think this is neither what the BBT suggests, nor is a reasonable idea. Something was "pre' existing. I put "pre' that way, because nobody can say what time is.
So you agree "something" had to be pre-existing. But do you see, that is because you realize that everything we know of had to have some source for its origins - and thus the "something that was pre-existing." Now, do you not also see what the implication of your belief is - that whatever was pre-existing HAD to have had a source for ITS origins, and that it couldn't have merely created itself?
Scientists generally agree that the Big Bang, rather than a mere explosion, was the beginning of space, time, matter and energy - whereas these did not previously exist. And there is a TON of scientific evidence for this. So you say you have faith in science, and so do you believe this or not. Where these things did not exist, suddenly they did - with an extraordinary burst of heat and energy, guided by sophisticated and complex physical, thermal, gravitational, and chemical laws that were there from the very beginning. This is precisely why it wasn't a random, chaotic thing, but one with direction, guidance and adherence to incredibly complex and necessarily interactive laws, from the very beginning. And this sophistication powerfully suggests some great intelligence behind it.
So do you agree with what mainstream scientists say happened or not? I find that the basics of it, certainly considering the vast amount of analysis, corroborating evidences and data, and on so many parameters, to be quite compelling. But let's, just for the sake of argument, say scientists are correct - that all of those elements, complexity and sophisticated laws suddenly and instantly came into existence, where before they did not exist. Can't you see how it could have, in no way, been random chance? The order, the precision, the vastness, the complexity - these are not things that "just happen." Somewhere, somehow, there has to be intelligence behind what came into existence. This is in no way an event that took or even had enormous amounts of time to develop. Randomness does not produce mind-boggling interactive complexity and order.
Philip: Do you believe a universe began by itself, with great order and precise laws INSTANTLY guiding it?
Audie: I believe there is a mystery there, probably as far beyond human capacity to discuss in a meaningful way as the origin of catfood is for cats, should they discuss such things.
IF you think that there was always something existing - actually, ANYTHING that simply has always exists without needing a cause - then why can't God exist? Oh, but you at least concede that His existence is a remote (?) probability.
Philip: Whatever happened, you would have to say it was miraculous.
Audie: If I have to say that, then I will say every single thing, material or otherwise in existence is miraculous, which kinds dilutes the word to meaninglessness.
To me, that shows you are afraid to call the obvious, obvious, as you try to trivialize something so awesome and incredible by merely dismissing it. Again, let's say there was NOTHING and then there was, very suddenly, all of the massiveness, heat and energy that had countless characteristics of sophistication - if you believe this could ever happen by itself, unplanned and random, then do you not comprehend it is even a far greater miracle than if God created it. So if you don't believe God is behind all of this instant sophistication and guiding laws, you must have great faith in randomness - truly, more faith than I could ever have.
Philip: Great precision and unfathomable order and universe-building elements came out of dumb, random chance - caused by WHAT? You see, this alone should make one consider that God exists.
Audie: I'm far from immune to considering all manner of things. Have you, tho, given serious consideration to the idea that no such thing does exist? Or that, if there is such an incredible mind, that its not much chance its the one some people thought was so concerned about their foreskins?
Aha, but here you're getting ahead of yourself - IF there is a God, you don't get to define Him or His characteristics - WHATEVER they might be or how strange them might seem (to us). And you have to understand, many of the OT instructions within the context of their immediate and surrounding cultures and ancient man's practices. God sought to create understandings within the context of what THEY were ALREADY familiar with (ancient practices, etc), and what THEY would and could understand. IF He were dealing with modern humans, I'm sure He would have instructed in many different ways.
Audie: Of course it makes it occur to me that there could be a mind in back of it all.
Good.
Audie: But say I do somehow come to actually know that. What does a person do with that knowledge, what is a suitable response to it? Carve rocks? Sing?
Attempt communication with it? (Bingo!)
Audie: I'm not being snarky here, I really cannot think of a single thing I could do as a suitable response to this knowledge.
A start would be realizing that nothing comes from nothing, that all physical things have an originating cause - even if unseen and unknown. IF you are at least open to the mere POSSIBILITY that there is an intelligence behind the universe's beginning and its sophistication, then I'd say you are not an atheist. The fact that you've stated, "Of course it makes it occur to me that there could be a mind in back of it all," tells me you are more of an agnostic. The design analysis and evidences alone - if you really want to be open-minded, undoubtedly prove there is some intelligence that planned and built this universe and world.
Once you realize that the universe has a source that is intelligent and stands outside of its laws, then it would be a matter of narrowing down the various evidences, to see if that intelligence might have tried to communicate with us, to have made us aware of it (Him).
Start here:
http://godandscience.org/apologetics/atheismintro.html And here:
http://godandscience.org/evolution/index.html