I came to Christ with very little knowledge of Christian apologetics, in fact, a lot of what I read is considered heretic. The Gospel of Thomas was a big impact on me. I think we all have to find our own path to God.questioner22 wrote:Long story, but it started with a lull in my faith where I just couldn't hear God anymore, and reading the Bible had no impact on me whatsoever (this was never the case before). I was praying, begging God to reveal himself to me. Not for a sign, or a miracle...just that I'd feel his presence again. After a couple years of this, I decided to open myself up to exploring Christianity from a secular viewpoint - something I'd never done. As I stated before, if all you ever do is read Christian apologetics, you'll never know the arguments against your position. Much like if you were witnessing to a Mormon and wanted him to see the error of Mormon doctrine, you wouldn't recommend he pick up an apologetic work written by a Mormon author. But that's what Christians do, and then because they read a book by Lee Strobel, they think the case for Jesus Christ is absolutely bulletproof. They read a book by Ken Ham, and think that evolution is laughable - only a theory (I encourage you to read up on what it takes to be considered a 'theory' in science).Storyteller wrote:So what made you re-evaluate what you believe?
I have no problem with your pov even if I disagree with it, I just cannot fathom how, if you were once so sure, you have changed your mind. As far I see (and I admit I may be wrong) nothing that has been put forward by science disproves God.
I have only recently come to Christ yet my life has changed so much since then, for the better. How can that be wrong? I can`t see anything, ever, shaking my faith so what shook yours so? To the point of saying you no longer believe? Doubts I can understand but a total change of mind?
It took very little time after reading books by Dawkins, Hitchens, Harris, and actually a great book called 'Why I Believed' by Kenneth Daniels, a former Wycliff Bible Translator missionary that, like me, decided to question, and found his faith didn't stand up to logic, reason, and evidence.
I appreciate what you`re saying about not feeling Him. I had a spell where I I didn`t hear Him for a while and it frustrated me no end but I clung on to my faith and I was (relatively, for me) patient. Please do not think I mean this with any malice but it seems to me you just gave up. God will not force you to follow Him or believe in Him. You have free will, you chose to turn away from God, not the other way round.
I have read quite a few books concerning whether God is just a delusion and absolutely nothing I have read has convinced me He is.
You can accept evolution and still believe in God so I still don`t really get why you chose to turn away from God.
There is a great book, Beyond Belief by Philip Meadows (I think) that for me, was another book that showed me God has to be more than just a possibilty.
So, now we have the fact that what you have read has enticed you away from God yet it has enticed me closer to God.
If I am wrong, and there is no God, then I lose nothing. If you`re wrong, and there is, you lose everything.