Re: The Christian Walk - a personal testimony
Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2011 3:28 am
Cheers, B.W., and I will be responding in full to Rick and Bart's outstanding contributions...ooh I can't wait to get back properly...
"The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands." (Psalm 19:1)
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I can relate too much of what you say. So let me share a bit about what happened at the small church I attend this past Sunday. We had visiting gentleman come forward for prayer. He fell backwards. No one touched him, but in the church I attend, we don’t move on. The pastor waited till he recovered, sat him a chair and said something to this effect as best as I can recall to the man and to the people attending the service:DannyM wrote:B.W.,
Thank you again.
Falling
I was definitely given a 'helping hand' when I went down. I remember the pastor's assistants comingpast me and noticeably avoid me when they saw my eyes were still open. When I closed my eyes in prayer they were back very quickly and one of them proceeded to put a hand on my forehead; just as you described. Then the subtle force began...etc, etc.
Healings
Healings and 'slayings' were immediately followed by a guy with a clipboard in people's faces wanting testimonies.
I'm not saying that everything I have witnessed was bogus; but I've passionately prayed on this and have searched myself for an honest analysis of everything that has occured.
The People
I've no doubt that most of the flock are genuine, Christ-loving Christians. I still don't know if I can begin to pronounce on their individual experiences and motives; that would be highly presumptious of me. I have to conclude thatI was caught up in one heck of an emotional circus. You lives and learns...
My Pastor
Not the revival pastor.
He knows of the conflict that has arisen with myself and my boy's family over this. He had promised to call me and arrange a visit. This was now weeks ago. I'm very sad that, with the urgent questions I have for him, he has chosen to step back and seemingly let me go.
God Bless, B.W.
It is possible.DannyM wrote:Wow, B.W., you are really helping me move on with this and it is becoming so much more clear to me. A quick question
before I go on.
'I know that most fall will get up later and then hours later they notice any benefit thought they received is gone. I think the enemy likes to have it that way so the majority of people don’t get set free or help, have the prayer or need answered they came up for… Not saying that people falling cannot be set free but it appears to be a show – how many does the MAN anoint fall down and whoo hoo people clap and shout while watching say’n to each other – ‘What an anointed service, hundreds fell down, slain in the spirit – power-ee-ful annoting – look at all on the floor.'
Do you think it might be the enemy who is causing the falling? Do you think it is the enemy doing this through the pastor?
Thank you. I've certainly not gone completely sceptical again. I've taken what you've said,B. W. wrote:It is possible.DannyM wrote:Wow, B.W., you are really helping me move on with this and it is becoming so much more clear to me. A quick question
before I go on.
'I know that most fall will get up later and then hours later they notice any benefit thought they received is gone. I think the enemy likes to have it that way so the majority of people don’t get set free or help, have the prayer or need answered they came up for… Not saying that people falling cannot be set free but it appears to be a show – how many does the MAN anoint fall down and whoo hoo people clap and shout while watching say’n to each other – ‘What an anointed service, hundreds fell down, slain in the spirit – power-ee-ful annoting – look at all on the floor.'
Do you think it might be the enemy who is causing the falling? Do you think it is the enemy doing this through the pastor?
Best to check and see what is going on.
There are counterfits to the real deal too. We need discernment. I would not call all cases a counterfit, just look for the fruit.
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That helps alot. It helps me to see that, just because something's amiss in a church, this does not necessarily mean everything else must be dismissed. God's presence is then not necessarily negated by some ubiblical practices.Canuckster1127 wrote:This is off the track a bit, but I've had other very meaningful and I believe genuine deep, overwhelming senses of God's presence in my life in other contexts, including as a pastor when I prepared and preached (not always but often). This will seem ironic, but despite my generally moving away from an institutional model of church participation toward organic fellowship, probably the most meaningful public worship experience I've ever had was in an Episcopal Church during a good Friday service. It was a deeply liturgical service with many elements that I now look upon as based in traditions outside the Bible. Nevertheless, God chose to move through that in a way that still moves me when I recall it. The context of the elements of the service, while certainly important, I see now as not the source of the experience. I see that as a choice made by God in terms of revealing Himself to me. That happens still regardless of the contexts. That doesn't surprise me as much anymore. It makes sense to me. If God is real, the Holy Spirit real and someone who makes His own decisions then I should expect that God will initiate things in my life if I am open to Him. It's pretty presumptuous of me to continue to try to replicate the context of the previous times He's moved in my life. That is saying in effect that the presence of God is made real because of (fill in the blank from the practices we might try to replicate) and that God is manufactured in my life by my efforts alone. That's idolatry.
My ex-church does offer blessings 'at the front' from the pastor. And my ex-pastor and his wife did appear mildly in awe of the revival pastor. I've definitely begun to see things more clearly lately through prayer and with the help of some brothers.Canuckster1127 wrote:Now in terms of leadership in Charismatic churches (and not only there) if there's only one real warning I'll offer, it is this: Beware of churches and pastors who teach that you must be subject to their authority or "covering" or else God will not bless you. Personality cults happen in all forms of churches and denominations. Charismatic churches, in my opinion, are a little more susceptable to this than many others. Read I Corinthians in whole. It's no coincidence that along with all the other issues that were taking place in Corinth one of the first things in I Cor 3 that Paul addresses is the elevating of one particular teacher over the others. Corinth was doing it with Paul, Peter and Apollos et al. It still happens today.
I agree. I'm not looking to throw the baby out with the bath water.Canuckster1127 wrote:There's a lot of room for different understandings as to how churches can be organized and practice in areas of worship. I have strong opinions as I've stated in many regards that I'm not afraid to occassionally trumpet. I don't imagine that because I'm moving away from insitutional church that it's "wrong" or that other believers don't have the freedom to worship in whatever context they believe is right or even what they're used to but never question. It's not right for me, but I'd be extraordinaraily arrogant to imagine all must be as I am.
And here's the crux. Bart, you have uncannily described the revival pastor. The paragraph above is articulated so well that it is an almost epiphanic awakening for me. I'd been getting to a stage where I have been having sporadic thoughts of the like mentioned above, but you have formulated all of those thoughts into one healthy paragraph. I cannot thank you enough for your time and concern.Canuckster1127 wrote:Leadership in any church context is portrayed by Jesus to first and foremost be service to others. If a pastor lauds himself and portrays himself as a "healer", or "prophet" etc. I think there needs to a lot of care and discernment as to how much influence you allow such a person in your life. Jesus is the head of the church. He gives the body leaders. When someone professes to be a gifted leader, and assumes a title based on the gifts they claim God exercises through them they are claiming personal ownership of something that God gives to the body as a whole, not to individual to hoard for their own power and glory. Listen carefully and ask the Holy Spirit to show you if there's a spirit of pride or presumed power there. It doesn't mean that God can't use such a person in your life but don't allow anyone, in any church to take the place reserved for Christ alone. The more such a leader demands you trust them (blindly) or for you to submit to them, the more careful you should be.
Canuckster hit the nail on the head.DannyM wrote:Sorry I have taken so long to reply to this post. I wanted to be able to read it properly and free from time-limits at work.
That helps alot. It helps me to see that, just because something's amiss in a church, this does not necessarily mean everything else must be dismissed. God's presence is then not necessarily negated by some ubiblical practices.Canuckster1127 wrote:This is off the track a bit, but I've had other very meaningful and I believe genuine deep, overwhelming senses of God's presence in my life in other contexts, including as a pastor when I prepared and preached (not always but often). This will seem ironic, but despite my generally moving away from an institutional model of church participation toward organic fellowship, probably the most meaningful public worship experience I've ever had was in an Episcopal Church during a good Friday service. It was a deeply liturgical service with many elements that I now look upon as based in traditions outside the Bible. Nevertheless, God chose to move through that in a way that still moves me when I recall it. The context of the elements of the service, while certainly important, I see now as not the source of the experience. I see that as a choice made by God in terms of revealing Himself to me. That happens still regardless of the contexts. That doesn't surprise me as much anymore. It makes sense to me. If God is real, the Holy Spirit real and someone who makes His own decisions then I should expect that God will initiate things in my life if I am open to Him. It's pretty presumptuous of me to continue to try to replicate the context of the previous times He's moved in my life. That is saying in effect that the presence of God is made real because of (fill in the blank from the practices we might try to replicate) and that God is manufactured in my life by my efforts alone. That's idolatry.