Evidence for God from Science

1over137 wrote:

Storyteller wrote:

Now that brought tears of healing.

I am in a world of pain right now yet I feel blessed and loved.
Its taken me until now to admit it, to face it, to deal with it.
And I feel God carrying me.
There are so many people I have to let go and it hurts.

I am learning that I am loved, worth loving.
I dont want to change, just get better and closer to God.

Rejection and lonliness are too familiar to me, its hard to lose that shell, become vulnerable again, to trust that this time Im safe.

But I am.
So I will embrace this pain and weep before God.
And trust in the hands that wipe them away.
I love you all.
Especially God.

I would give you my hug if I was there and you could weep on my shoulders.

Storyteller wrote:Sounds good to me

I am still working through it, I`ve read Matthew, Mark and Luke. John is next, although I may skip and re read Genesis to try and help figure out my creation stance.

I have a weeks holiday at the end of August so maybe we can start a study thread then? I want to be able to devote some time to it rather than just spending a few minutes here and there.

Storyteller wrote:How can I be so straight, and on the ball in so many ways yet be a complete mess?

My mum in law, who is so, so special is ill, hubs is up with her. She will be fine but its still sobering. So I am drinking. through fear, hopelesness and weariness.

thats what is is, im tired of being weary.

and all through this God carries me yet I still fear to let go.

It scares me, to let all this pain go.