Evidence for God from Science

Why can't I feel it .

From the OP. (Sorry I didn't read all the pages).

Sometimes God's love requires a change in perspective before we can appreciate it (usually because God's standards are so very different to our own). For example, God may see it as loving to allow someone to experience pain, because it gives us an opportunity to express character and integrity through adversity while others would see the pain as unloving.