In serious trouble with faith.
Posted: Sat Aug 25, 2007 3:08 pm
I was not raised with religion as anything more than an option. "People have many different beliefs -- that's just the way it is." However, that mindstate was founded on the predisposition that all were false in the end. They were just there to make you feel better. Most of my life has been spent as an agnostic, but more leaning to the side of athiest. I always kept an open mind for truth, however, and I find myself now with a longing for something more. I've been doing lots of research lately, and what I have come to is this: It seems much more likely to me that there is a god. One God. Believe me, that simple realization took plenty of effort. Now I have questions for someone, anyone who could answer them.
Why Jesus? What makes each of you turn to Christianity over any of the other religions in the world? Obviously there are texts to support each major religion -- any one of them could be true without an outside factor. So what am I missing? What draws you to Jesus as the Truth, and lets you know that the other explanations are false?
That leads me to a second question. Why are there Muslims and Jews? What made them discount Jesus as Lord? I know that many were expecting an earthly kingdom and not a heavenly one. But if He knew the truth, why couldn't Jesus make them understand?
And finally a more personal one. I've been looking for answers outside of science. Someone told me that God will not hear prayers from non-Christians. If that is the case, how could he hear me asking for help? It is so hard for me to believe something that I cannot see, hear, or feel personally. But if God will not see, hear, or feel me as a non-Christian, how could I ever become one? I feel like I have been given a handicap that prevents me from ever getting to heaven. It doesn't seem fair to me that people who were raised Christian, accepted Christ at age 3, and never gave it any thought, will go to heaven; while people like me search so hard for the answers, but our prayers fall on deaf ears. And if I don't find those answers, I'll go to Hell. This is very troubling for me, so any help would be greatly appreciated.
Why Jesus? What makes each of you turn to Christianity over any of the other religions in the world? Obviously there are texts to support each major religion -- any one of them could be true without an outside factor. So what am I missing? What draws you to Jesus as the Truth, and lets you know that the other explanations are false?
That leads me to a second question. Why are there Muslims and Jews? What made them discount Jesus as Lord? I know that many were expecting an earthly kingdom and not a heavenly one. But if He knew the truth, why couldn't Jesus make them understand?
And finally a more personal one. I've been looking for answers outside of science. Someone told me that God will not hear prayers from non-Christians. If that is the case, how could he hear me asking for help? It is so hard for me to believe something that I cannot see, hear, or feel personally. But if God will not see, hear, or feel me as a non-Christian, how could I ever become one? I feel like I have been given a handicap that prevents me from ever getting to heaven. It doesn't seem fair to me that people who were raised Christian, accepted Christ at age 3, and never gave it any thought, will go to heaven; while people like me search so hard for the answers, but our prayers fall on deaf ears. And if I don't find those answers, I'll go to Hell. This is very troubling for me, so any help would be greatly appreciated.