Difficulty with holy lifestyle
Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 7:08 pm
Hi, I'm new here, but I've been reading GodandScience for a long time, and I really love it. I hope I'm posting in the right forum. I am a Christian, and lately I have been having problems that I can sum up into two.
The first is, sometimes, I feel wonderfully close with God. I'll admit, this didn't start happening until a few weeks ago. I have been a Christian a while, but something just "clicked" and my belief jumped from feeling like a page in a storybook to...well completely real. It was very shocking, but i really enjoyed praying and worshiping. Every time I would finish I felt like the world was just matter, and understood that in the face of heaven and God, it was worthless. Now though, it feels like I have walked off that path. I get distracted really easily, by games, life, etc. After I do those things it feels like I almost can't worship how I did before, and I really want to. Any help with keeping God in focus 24/7 and getting back on the worship track when you've knowingly(and purposely) gotten off of it? I know there are no magic solutions, but anything helpful I would take to heart.
The second problem is, I have no idea what God wants me to do. I know that if God gives you a talent, you should not waste it. He gave something of a talent for art, but also, he gave me a chance...or rather, he forced me, to study the bible. Not formally, mind you, but on websites like GodandScience and StandtoReason, and it feels like I shouldn't waste that either. The problem is, it is obvious to use those gifts to promote His Kingdom, but I just do not know how, or how to get started.Any advice?
Thank you
The first is, sometimes, I feel wonderfully close with God. I'll admit, this didn't start happening until a few weeks ago. I have been a Christian a while, but something just "clicked" and my belief jumped from feeling like a page in a storybook to...well completely real. It was very shocking, but i really enjoyed praying and worshiping. Every time I would finish I felt like the world was just matter, and understood that in the face of heaven and God, it was worthless. Now though, it feels like I have walked off that path. I get distracted really easily, by games, life, etc. After I do those things it feels like I almost can't worship how I did before, and I really want to. Any help with keeping God in focus 24/7 and getting back on the worship track when you've knowingly(and purposely) gotten off of it? I know there are no magic solutions, but anything helpful I would take to heart.
The second problem is, I have no idea what God wants me to do. I know that if God gives you a talent, you should not waste it. He gave something of a talent for art, but also, he gave me a chance...or rather, he forced me, to study the bible. Not formally, mind you, but on websites like GodandScience and StandtoReason, and it feels like I shouldn't waste that either. The problem is, it is obvious to use those gifts to promote His Kingdom, but I just do not know how, or how to get started.Any advice?
Thank you