A few more questions about the Holy Spirit's Witness...
Posted: Fri Oct 15, 2010 3:27 am
Hello everyone, I"m still trying to get to the bottom of the issue of what the Holy Spirit is supposed to feel like or what role the Spirit is supposed to play in my life. I've been reading up on what William Lane Craig has to say about it. Surprisingly he says that the inner witness of the Holy Spirit is supposed to be our primary witness to begin with but if and when the time comes when the main arguments for God's existence are greatly challenged or in the extreme case disproven or shown to be very unlikely the inner witness of the Holy Spirit should be our refuge and act almost like our back up plan. He went on to say if all of our arguments went away he says the Spirit's inner witness is more than enough to secure one's confidence that Christianity is true. Now with that said, what does the Spirit do to believers (and what the Spirit should be doing for me) that would keep believers from being overwhelmed with doubts that would eventually cause one to leave the faith? And I"m still hung up on what we are supposed to feel or sense or automatically do when we have the Spirit living inside of us. I'm still nervous that if I truly had the Spirit in me I would be more confident in my faith, I would be much more of a better person morally, I would constantly sense God's presence and I would receive clear advice and direction from God either through feelings, dreams, visions, hearing a audible voice and so on. So on one end I'm nervous that I don't have the Spirit in me at all, but another part of me thinks I do but it's barley noticeable. For example, since becoming a Christian (or at least thinking when I became a Christian) over time I started developing a love for God and a love for being around believers or being around thing that have to do with Christianity like the church and the Bible. Now in more recent times because of my intellectual issues I've been deeply attracted to apologetics, whether it be resources, our being around like minded people like I am right now with you all. Not to mention at times while praying, I've felt feelings of warmth and peace which may or may not be from God, but I"m hopeful that they could be. And as far as I know I tend to display the fruits of the Spirit, even though others may do a much better job than I do. But anyway, from looking into your own lives, is your experience of the Holy Spirit much like mine or do you all have something more that I'm not experiencing yet? And if so, what do you think I"m doing wrong (as in not believing enough or believing the right way)? Thank you all for your time and God bless.