Hey Kev, honestly im not going to ridicule anyone for what they believe but an engaging discussion might be good.
You'll know it's Satan when you see the blue snake with 2 small horns and saphires cut into it's face. Meeting Satan was the most inspiring experience of my life
i have some honest questions, if that is ok with you...
1. Is this the true appearance of Satan? why would it have 2 horns?
2. how do you invoke him? and how do you perform the banishing ritual?
3. if he obeys you (as you said he only has power we give him), does that imply that you have power over him?
4.if the answer to the above question is yes, then would you say his power is temporal or transferred and if so then doesn't that mean you are more powerful than him, in principle. if yes, then why revere him? makes the whole point void and null.
5. if the answer to question 3 is 'NO', then why doesn't he has his own power exerted forcefully? why does he only has power we give him? does Satan believes in free will for all?
6. once you meet him and get knowledge of the true nature and the world that is hidden? does that make it any good for you? i mean what do you get out of all this? just a heightened sense of things? i'd say pretty petty.
7. if the 6th question is wrong, does that mean Satan can give you power? i mean power to do something that can't be done otherwise or lets say by human means?
8. is that power eternal or just for the time being, can it be manifested before any 5 senses? is there a limit to which this power is restrained?
9. if you can give the evil eye? does that mean you have control over your spirit, as in your spirit can leave your body? like you said, you can bounce your soul off others to give them seizures, please elaborate.
10. in my experience, i have only seen demons making people slaves, torture, and causing them pain, at least those i have seen were like this. does this mean that demons dont have a guide to follow they just do what they like? if yes then they are like a bunch of bullies preying on the weak.
11. does they presence of a demon in your body overrules your own self, like mind, will, thoughts, etc etc.
12. if you have a demon in your body, can you lets say ask him to levitate you, do they have that kind of power?
13. if you have a demon in your body, you said you wouldn't necessary act evil. OK fine, my question would the demon make you do something for his own pleasure? can you deny him?
14. do demons engage in sexual activities through any means?
15. would you like to be a demon once you die? if yes, is there a way to achieve this?
16. in my xp, the presence of some demons are accompanied with strong stench of urine and human excrement, sometimes, decay or rotten meat, is this something only apparent to the person who is exorcising a demon or also to the person who's got a demon? if yes, man how do you keep up with it? (no offense)
17. i once stared face to face with a demon, eye to eye, of course in hostility, i was praying for an old lady, the demon was very angry, and by its hostility, i knew he wanted to rip me apart, but despite the challenge, it couldn't, he even told me he wanted too and i told him he is more than welcome to try it. since you are more close to them and know about them, any ideas why the fellow didn't try it? i was a weak, small, tiny human.
18. have you ever dined with demons in private? do they eat or ever want to eat? i have seen some satanists offering blood in real life, dead birds, meat and other things at specific places for demons. any ideas?
19. have you ever had a choking experience with a demon or any hostile engagement with them?
20. finally how do you know what you saw wasn't your fantasy monster? no pun intended, im serious. unless you have a sign or something to prove what you saw was real how are you sure. given that you say you were once in a mental institution. how do you separate the real from un real. i only want to understand how do you justify it yourself in your own mind. im not asking this question to you to prove it here to me or anyone else.
I understand these are a lot of question, you can answer them one by one if you feel like it, some questions only require a sentence answer, so you think you can do that for me.
thnx
p.s: last question, when you got inspired from satan, what exactly was it? and how did you follow it?