man oh man how the lord has bless me
Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2012 4:27 pm
i sometime just like to think how the lord has blessed me. through my relativily very short life. disstain seem to own me.
as a young child up to my early teens i was what you would call the lowest of the low in soical status the loser you might because from the time i started school (3years old) kids didn't like me they constantly tease and harrass me and i me it felt like everyone even by some of the teach i t seem every school i went the whole "gradutatig class" wasnted nothing more than to see me in pain and i sometime s wonder what was wrong with me. from preschool to middle school it was aways the sometime i thought it was my personailty most people even my family has said i was quite eccentric and alittle quirky it tried to make freinds,but everyone was put off be and i was what you could call soft for a boy i didn't like to rough house or play sport and i was terrify of bugs(ironic because they are my favorite animal)of course there was nothing wrong with me ,but it sure did fell that way. it got to a point to where i didn't want to got to any day camp and hated school,but one thing that keep me going was one friend out of all the "haters" that liek me for me enjoy my company wanted to be my friend and defended and i know God had place them there because it was to conquencedental that no matter where i moved no matter how hard it got that one person was to help me and for a hile thats how i know God love me and was with me. last fast forward to highschool i was in a brand new state a brand new type of people i was kind of scare thought of the past flow through of torment and pain ,but the what found where was it wasn't like the school past i had no fear of being myself because here i am accept and find favor in people like my company people find me funny and i was as eccentric as ever and i found friends not fairweather not plastic but real friends that stress was gone. now that i think on everything it was God that deliver me out of the area that cause me so much pain it was through his mercy compassion and love that i was able to survive through it and find a place of peace
that it bascally my society life in a nutshell
just wanted to get it out their
Godbless you
as a young child up to my early teens i was what you would call the lowest of the low in soical status the loser you might because from the time i started school (3years old) kids didn't like me they constantly tease and harrass me and i me it felt like everyone even by some of the teach i t seem every school i went the whole "gradutatig class" wasnted nothing more than to see me in pain and i sometime s wonder what was wrong with me. from preschool to middle school it was aways the sometime i thought it was my personailty most people even my family has said i was quite eccentric and alittle quirky it tried to make freinds,but everyone was put off be and i was what you could call soft for a boy i didn't like to rough house or play sport and i was terrify of bugs(ironic because they are my favorite animal)of course there was nothing wrong with me ,but it sure did fell that way. it got to a point to where i didn't want to got to any day camp and hated school,but one thing that keep me going was one friend out of all the "haters" that liek me for me enjoy my company wanted to be my friend and defended and i know God had place them there because it was to conquencedental that no matter where i moved no matter how hard it got that one person was to help me and for a hile thats how i know God love me and was with me. last fast forward to highschool i was in a brand new state a brand new type of people i was kind of scare thought of the past flow through of torment and pain ,but the what found where was it wasn't like the school past i had no fear of being myself because here i am accept and find favor in people like my company people find me funny and i was as eccentric as ever and i found friends not fairweather not plastic but real friends that stress was gone. now that i think on everything it was God that deliver me out of the area that cause me so much pain it was through his mercy compassion and love that i was able to survive through it and find a place of peace
that it bascally my society life in a nutshell
just wanted to get it out their
Godbless you
