Afterlife nightmare-ish scenario that's troubling me
Posted: Fri Oct 05, 2012 12:58 am
Hello, for the past few weeks I've been having these somewhat foolish but very scary thoughts about a scenario that keeps popping up in my mind regarding God and our eternal state as followers.
I guess what got me thinking this way was due to the months of conspiracy theory research that I did along with my studying of biblical eschatology. I was only studying biblical eschatology, the book of Revelation, and later all that led me into looking into popular conspiracy theories.
And when I mean conspiracy theories I mean things like the Illuminati, freemasonry, and zionism. After I got into that and got very confused and got my head hurting over that mess my mind flashed back to a older thread that was on here quite a long time ago from a poster who isn't or wasn't a regular and I don't even think I have seen them since this.
But I remember that poster basically saying that after doing so much research into religions and into conspiracy theories he was convinced that the God of this universe is satan.
Now when that guy posted that and when I read it, it was long before I knew about or studied about the current popular conspiracy theory stuff. And when I read that I just wonder how bat poop crazy that guy must be to post something that strange and so unsupported by the evidence.
But after I studied about the Illuminati and how they have existed possibly as long as back in biblical times and how they could be tied to the ancient Isrealites (although I don't see enough almost next to no evidence supporting this) regardless of how bad the evidence for it is, it planted one of those "what if" emotional seeds of doubt in me.
And what seems to trickle into my mind many times late at night I think to myself, what if when me and all the followers of Christ enter heaven and meet God and everything seems fine until God pulls of his "mask" to reveal that he's the evil one and then tortures all of us either in hell or in a hell like state for eternity.
Now the reason why I'm telling you all about this is I just want to make sure that for certain to the best of what you all know that there is NO EVIDENCE FOR THIS NIGHTMARISH SCENARIO. But if by ANY chance you all know of any evidence for this or that others you know about do let's examine it and cross examine it to make sure what kind of merit it has if any.
Because this is very serious if there really is any evidence for it. I hope to GOD the GOD OF LOVE that I believe in, the Christian God from what is revealed in the Bible is indeed the true God and who is not one that would play tricks on us.
Aside from the atheist of naturalist worldview being true and every human being after death going to a dark eternal state of nonexistence this scenario is either every bit as bad and possibly a little worse.
But I just wanted to get this out there, and examine it and get it off my chest and never have to think about it or worry about it again. So if you all have any comments or any encouragement for me as far as dealing with this frightening thoughts please let me know. Thank you for your time.
I guess what got me thinking this way was due to the months of conspiracy theory research that I did along with my studying of biblical eschatology. I was only studying biblical eschatology, the book of Revelation, and later all that led me into looking into popular conspiracy theories.
And when I mean conspiracy theories I mean things like the Illuminati, freemasonry, and zionism. After I got into that and got very confused and got my head hurting over that mess my mind flashed back to a older thread that was on here quite a long time ago from a poster who isn't or wasn't a regular and I don't even think I have seen them since this.
But I remember that poster basically saying that after doing so much research into religions and into conspiracy theories he was convinced that the God of this universe is satan.
Now when that guy posted that and when I read it, it was long before I knew about or studied about the current popular conspiracy theory stuff. And when I read that I just wonder how bat poop crazy that guy must be to post something that strange and so unsupported by the evidence.
But after I studied about the Illuminati and how they have existed possibly as long as back in biblical times and how they could be tied to the ancient Isrealites (although I don't see enough almost next to no evidence supporting this) regardless of how bad the evidence for it is, it planted one of those "what if" emotional seeds of doubt in me.
And what seems to trickle into my mind many times late at night I think to myself, what if when me and all the followers of Christ enter heaven and meet God and everything seems fine until God pulls of his "mask" to reveal that he's the evil one and then tortures all of us either in hell or in a hell like state for eternity.
Now the reason why I'm telling you all about this is I just want to make sure that for certain to the best of what you all know that there is NO EVIDENCE FOR THIS NIGHTMARISH SCENARIO. But if by ANY chance you all know of any evidence for this or that others you know about do let's examine it and cross examine it to make sure what kind of merit it has if any.
Because this is very serious if there really is any evidence for it. I hope to GOD the GOD OF LOVE that I believe in, the Christian God from what is revealed in the Bible is indeed the true God and who is not one that would play tricks on us.
Aside from the atheist of naturalist worldview being true and every human being after death going to a dark eternal state of nonexistence this scenario is either every bit as bad and possibly a little worse.
But I just wanted to get this out there, and examine it and get it off my chest and never have to think about it or worry about it again. So if you all have any comments or any encouragement for me as far as dealing with this frightening thoughts please let me know. Thank you for your time.