My journey
Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2015 4:45 am
I have always believed in God. I have always felt close to Him. I saw Him in everything, the sea, the woods, animals, life, my daughter and so on. I would often chat to Him, thank Him for the magical gift of life that He gave me. All of this was with absolute certainty in God. Jesus meant very little to me then. Jesus was just an historical figure, a good, wise man that lived as close to God as anyone could but even then there was always some pull towards Christ. I absolutely loved Sunday School, I would listen in wonder to the stories of Christ and think but who is He in relation to God? It was a slow burn for me, to find and accept Christ.
I started reading anything I could about God, religion, faith, Jesus. Every book I read brought me closer to accepting Jesus as my Saviour. I used to have this fear of being labelled a Christian, I didn`t want to be seen as someone who believed in fairy tales because I was too egotistical to accept there was no beginning, there was no "creation" it was all a miraculous accident. The more I delved, the more convinced I was about Jesus.
I read the Gospel of Thomas, there was a line in there that said something like we all have to find our own way to God. we need to find out for ourselves and something just clicked in my heart.
I am still searching for answers, they`re just different questions now. Now, it`s not whether I believe but more exactly what I believe. It`s a fascinating subject! I`m unsure where I sit with YEC or EEC, evolution, Hell, etc but these are minor details. I`m excited guys, I feel this strongly about my faith without reading Scripture, how will I feel once I have?
I am really, right at the beginning of my journey, and I feel, I feel alive And saved
I have a few things going on in my life right now that are tough, to the point where I wonder why it`s all happening, there are times when I am so desperately unhappy it makes me question it all but the over-riding feeling is that there is a purpose to it, it will be revealed along the way. Maybe it`s just a way of testing my faith? I ask myself questions all the time, like would I deny Christ to save my life? No. What about my daughter`s? That one is a lot tougher to answer!
Before my faith I always believed everything happens for a reason, I believe that even more now. I used to think I couldn`t hear God, that`s not true, I just wasn`t listening.
God brought me here to find answers, to question my faith, to learn, to perhaps reach some people. I am becoming more secure in my faith every day and it`s beautiful.
I`d like to say a special thank you to bippy for his thread on the shroud which ignited a spark of passion in me. I still haven`t finished the thread but I will and there`s a lot of stuff in there that blows my mind, Jac for his sensitive answer to my pm (explained a lot about what I`m feeling, and Jac, I am indeed bringing the three things I feel together and for his answers on the non believer thread. Paul, for your comment that Jesus KNOWS.
I feel blessed to have found this forum, especially as I stumbled across it by looking for scientific proof of God. I don`t think we can "prove" God exists. How do you prove something you feel? But I have found strength in my belief through it. Now all I have to do is figure out what rings true for me with how it all happened and what that means for me.
God bless you all
I started reading anything I could about God, religion, faith, Jesus. Every book I read brought me closer to accepting Jesus as my Saviour. I used to have this fear of being labelled a Christian, I didn`t want to be seen as someone who believed in fairy tales because I was too egotistical to accept there was no beginning, there was no "creation" it was all a miraculous accident. The more I delved, the more convinced I was about Jesus.
I read the Gospel of Thomas, there was a line in there that said something like we all have to find our own way to God. we need to find out for ourselves and something just clicked in my heart.
I am still searching for answers, they`re just different questions now. Now, it`s not whether I believe but more exactly what I believe. It`s a fascinating subject! I`m unsure where I sit with YEC or EEC, evolution, Hell, etc but these are minor details. I`m excited guys, I feel this strongly about my faith without reading Scripture, how will I feel once I have?
I am really, right at the beginning of my journey, and I feel, I feel alive And saved
I have a few things going on in my life right now that are tough, to the point where I wonder why it`s all happening, there are times when I am so desperately unhappy it makes me question it all but the over-riding feeling is that there is a purpose to it, it will be revealed along the way. Maybe it`s just a way of testing my faith? I ask myself questions all the time, like would I deny Christ to save my life? No. What about my daughter`s? That one is a lot tougher to answer!
Before my faith I always believed everything happens for a reason, I believe that even more now. I used to think I couldn`t hear God, that`s not true, I just wasn`t listening.
God brought me here to find answers, to question my faith, to learn, to perhaps reach some people. I am becoming more secure in my faith every day and it`s beautiful.
I`d like to say a special thank you to bippy for his thread on the shroud which ignited a spark of passion in me. I still haven`t finished the thread but I will and there`s a lot of stuff in there that blows my mind, Jac for his sensitive answer to my pm (explained a lot about what I`m feeling, and Jac, I am indeed bringing the three things I feel together and for his answers on the non believer thread. Paul, for your comment that Jesus KNOWS.
I feel blessed to have found this forum, especially as I stumbled across it by looking for scientific proof of God. I don`t think we can "prove" God exists. How do you prove something you feel? But I have found strength in my belief through it. Now all I have to do is figure out what rings true for me with how it all happened and what that means for me.
God bless you all