patrick wrote:Well, fwiw I sorta identify with this position -- I wouldn't consider myself to be agnostic about theism itself but rather to be agnostic about any form beyond the Aristotelian/philosophical notion of God. I think it's possible to have personal experiences that would provide tangible support for a belief in the Christian notion of God in particular, but I've yet to have such an experience. That said, it logically follows that if God exists, God has a specific form, and of the forms I've conceived, the Christian notion remains the most coherent form I've heard of.
I think, your conflictedness may be one of "intellect" and how you rationally justify (i.e., epistemological)
versus what you feel within your "nature", your intuition, perception of things.
That is, you see many good intellectual reasons for God, yet you say you're Agnostic in terms of Christianity. I understand this, because the rational justification is harder to be had on the latter. Consider what must be believed:
a man named Christ, who was actually God, came a dwelt among us and then died and was resurrected several days later.
And yet, you know, for some reason you're drawn to Christ. You say "
the Christian notion remains the most coherent form", yet such is truly foolishness to those who don't believe. I'm not sure you could get there, unless Christianity also resonated as true in your very being. Such, is an experience, and often feels like an awakening -- you see things differently, seem to have understanding where previously you missed it all. It's not "experiencing God" like Moses did, and yet, it is nonetheless an experience. Don't discount such so readily if you've had something such.
Now, philosophically, it is hard to reason to Christ, because well... it is truth that is revealed. You know, we know it, because the life of Jesus was written down in books, and we read about Him from those we assume were his disciples. We trust dating techniques offer in science, trust that what has been established as knowledge about such texts by scholars, and yet we can't know directly. There's a whole lot of trust involved. Yet, it all seems quite coherent to us, so we do trust in this common knowledge.
So the most we can do, is ask ourselves, as you appear to have, is whether the actual contents of the books regarding Christ, ideas within Christianity, bring coherency to many beliefs we have. God brings a whole lot of coherency, as you know, to many other beliefs we intuitively hold but cannot rationally prove. Moral arguments are based on an appeal to one's intuition, yet someone can always at the end of the day say they believe moral feelings just evolved and there's nothing more to it (i.e., no real "wrong" or "right" except in terms of say happiness or preference).
Indeed, I'm attracted here to coherentism as a method of justification also for Christianity. Again, you said such is coherent. On the other hand, if one only seeks empirical justification, then they may never get to believing in God let alone Christ. If such are true, then empiricism here is impotent, the wrong tool to use to try access such knowledge. We can't see, touch, smell, taste or hear physically. Empiricism is what is often ingrained into us as providing an immovable, safe and sound knowledge, and if empiricism can't be had, why then many believe that belief must be withheld.
Yet, I'd challenge such. Empiricism may be one way in obtaining epistemic justification, but it's not the only way. It also depends upon the area and ways in which the knowledge trying to be obtained is accessible. Further, I'd give empiricists a reality check with post-modern thought that empiricism isn't solid because such includes a fallible subject who merely experiences the world through themselves. Empirical methods, while good, don't provide us with absolute certainty -- they don't allow one to rationally know what they claim to know is right. Indeed, knowing one is right in their empirical knowledge isn't empirically verifiable itself. Saying the only truth that matters is empirical truth, isn't empirically verifiable either.
So then, because 100% rational certainty can't be had, should we withhold belief? No, that'd get us nowhere, indeed drive us insane.
Rationally, I believe we should go with that which has greater explanatory power and the greatest
coherent system of beliefs (I believe you hit it on the head). Such counts as very strong justification. Then you end up with a good foundation from which to work, which is the biggest island of beliefs that work together.
Thankfully, we can intuit many things, though we may not have intellectual reasons. Not having to prove everything in life allows us to just get on with it and be more productive. Lacking intellectual justification doesn't mean a belief we hold should be rejected, especially if there's something else at work within us telling us otherwise.
There are those who absolutely do not think, aren't interested at all, in considering the same types of intellectual questions we do. Nonetheless they believe one way or the other and quite passionately so. We're also not always interested to intellectually justify everything we believe or act upon. I act out, regularly, based upon gut intuition or feeling. I got up out of bed to lock the door last night, not because I knew it was unlocked, but I just had a feeling. It was unlocked. I locked it. I trusted my gut intuition, more than my wife
who is often more vigil at locking up. I was right without any rational justification.