
I am a firm believer in God, as a creator. I am a firm believer that God is harmony, equilibrium, wisdom. Everything around me tells me that the world, the universe, were designed (this website holds some overwhelming arguments against atheist points of view, so I encourage any atheist or agnostic to check it out to test their beliefs...) Most of all, I can feel God in my heart and soul, in my conscience. I know that most christians can relate to my position up to this point, but I am not a christian. I have always been a very "logical", down to earth person. I don't believe what I am told unless I have good reasons to. Of course, I often rely on faith in my life, whenever i take my car or take the plane, but this faith is backed up by strong facts (for example: I'm a good driver and plane crashes are one in a million...).
My honest question to christians is: why should faith be a virtue, or even more, THE absolute virtue, the one that gives the key to eternal life? When reading the bible, I can only embrace Jesus' teachings ans morals, but they are not compatible with the concept of the cleansing faith through Jesus as one's savior. This concept is twisted in many ways and collides with my struggle to be as logical and objective as possible because:
-In the end, all sins are equal: If you sin, you deserve to die, whether you lied, cheated, stole or committed genocide, in the eye of God, you are a sinner and the only way out of eternal damnation is asking for forgiveness through Jesus Christ and accept him as your savior because he died for our sins...This concept goes against my very conception of a wise God, who should know the difference between stealing an orange and killing millions of people. In that matter, man is wiser and more fair than the christian God, because we DO understand the difference and try to judge accordingly. How could god create us with this fairness without having it himself?
-This concept does not only represent an unfair God regarding sins and virtues, it pictures him pompous, selfish and so self-centered that the very first thing that he wants from his creatures is obediance and worship. All other virtues come after faith, all other sins come after the lack of faith. It looks like heavenly fascism to me. According to Christianity, a population filled with loving, caring, moral people without faith is doomed, but a population filled with wicked kkk like madmen with God fearing, sin cleansing faith would go to heaven...(in that case, send me in hell, please!!

Not only is this concept completely illogical in my eyes, it contradicts the very image the christians hold of God: a God of love an forgiveness.
On the other hand, this concept is a great manipulation tool that is commonly used to bring people to christianity through fear.
What do you think of my opinion on this subject, and what do you think of the christian God? Thank you for reading my post, and thank you for your input...